The Dog Days are Over!

I was told that some people who weren't even meant felt very irritated about the thing I posted. So I am rewriting it to make clearer what was meant:

I was going through a phase which wasn't very nice. I guess the change & everything that happened in my little big life scared me a little. My best friend was moving abroad which left me devistated & also because I was so miserable, the contact to people who were close to me broke a little. I didn't really want anybody to see me like that. Hey, I'm only human after all.

On top of it all my former best friend who I thought could never hurt me was miserable too. Her ego played tricks on her & she thought I wanted to do her wrong, so she spread a little rumour. The mutual friends believed it. So they all turned away from me, wouldn't return my mails nor my calss. I met one at the street, he didn't even say hi to me. Also she herself didn't talk to me properly. First I thought she was just being crabby about something little, but then I heard it from one of our friends.

After a huge fight, discussion, etc, we finally worked things out. I believe best friends shouldn't stab each others backs. It's better to face the person although it's hard. If it's hard to face a person I guess you deep inside know all of your silly beliefs are wrong. If you're really mad & have the facts you tell the person right away. If it's one thing I learned then to be direct about yourself. And especially not writing a blog out of anger, it all comes back to you from people who weren't even meant!

It's 2011 people. It's the year of renewing. I guess we all go through our own little transistions but things like that go by :) "The Dog Days Are Over" because I found my way through the darkness of misery back to my positive state. I am happy to, although it was hard at times, leave back old emotions & beliefs & find back to my true self. Being renewed & happier than before.